Surprised. That is the only word that I can use to describe how I feel. This man that needed to take a step back, took it to seek You and now seems to be drawn more and more to me each day. I tell him things that I think might push him away and yet it only draws him in more. We get lost talking about You and Your ways. We magnify You together with more unity than I have ever had with any guy before. It is amazing that he exists. It is amazing that he likes me. He continues to tell me he finds me beautiful and he says I seem to grow more beautiful each day. Yes, I am very surprised.
He surprised me when he said that if I needed to not kiss to stay right with you, he would respect that since he wants to get to know me, that if this will lead to more (i e marriage) then there will be time enough for all that- if that’s what You want. How is he real? He is so surprising. I almost feel blindsided by this amazing Godly man.
Keep us and our thoughts. Help us stay right in You. If You want us to grow apart, please Lord, do it soon. If, however, You want to keep us getting to know each other, then I pray that we do it all in Your timing.
Thank You for keeping this glimmer of hope alive and that although last week seemed so uncertain, this week is filled with more hope than ever