So…. much sooner than expected I find myself having a guy to call “my boyfriend” again and it’s surprising me. So far he seems pretty awesome- we fasted together on Wednesday and it was pretty nice to have a guy lead the meal prayer 🙂 I have no clue where this is going to go but I know I need to some how find a way to keep Jesus in the middle without losing sight of Him even while dating a guy who makes it clear he’s pretty crazy about me 🙂
My biggest concern is are we dating the way God wanted? I wanted a guy to be my closest prayer partner before I’d date him and well… we have joined in sharing prayer requests but I know my original thought would be more akin to what my prayer partner and I are like or my parents and I are like when we all pray together… more than just sharing prayer requests- we’d pray TOGETHER.
In all this I just try to say “Jesus, help us find our way as we blindly go about this life. Help us do this with You in the middle. Help us keep You first.”
I’m afraid of failing.