Although my new boyfriend is pretty great on many levels I can’t shake the feeling that this could turn bad. He’s got a past (don’t we all?) but what bothers me the most is how he doesn’t seem to feel guilty about the times he sinned… I never slept with my ex and I still feel remorse about having done as much as I did.
In all this uncertainty I just ask Jesus to watch over me and guide me… What is the purpose of this relationship? Is it for me to help him grow in God? Or another test until the real guy comes along? Will it be 3rd time’s the charm or is he my Isaac? But then why don’t I feel like he can lead me spiritually? It had seemed so at first but I have growing doubts…
Help alay my fears Jesus and reveal Your truth in Your timing.