So my boyfriend and I talked out our misunderstanding and although I’m not 100% sure I know what to do the next time something like that rolls around, I know he definitely knows my side of things. He’s so hard to read at times, not just because we’ve only been dating for a month now, but because he’s very private. Me, I’m an open book. What you see is often what you get with slight undertones of loving, joking sarcasm. He, however, cannot always be read and it thus I’m glad I listened when Jesus said to just wait.
Yesterday, we spent a pretty idyllic day going to church together in a city somewhat in the middle for us (2hrs for him, 1 for me) where the people recognized him from church camp (which was honestly very attractive to me that he was remembered for how he prayed with one of the members) then hanging out at a park until late 🙂
In the middle of the day we took a little mid-sunday nap and when we woke up I had a horrible pain in my left side. Given my training, I’m still convinced that it was a little kidney stone but praise God the pain hasn’t returned to the level it was yesterday although I am still a bit tender on that side. The most amazing part was that during that time he just held me while I hurt, then brought me to a gas station to get me some aspirin. He even opened the bottle for me when I couldn’t because I hurt so badly!
I don’t know if he is my Isaac/Boaz, but I am grateful for him in my life.
Thank You that when we just ask, You lead and guide us towards actions (or not acting) that are to our benefit. I thank You that listening to You brings all things to pass in time in the best outcome. I praise You Jesus that You’ve held me in storms in life and rejoiced with me in victories. I thank You that You’ve given me a man that currently is doing the same 🙂
I love You Jesus with all my heart,