So it seems that all Jesus wants me to do lately is just submit it all to Him. Part of me feels like I’m failing and part of me is just so burnt by everything that I’m not sure I care either way. I know there’s a deeper level in Him that I could be at, since I was there before, but it was so much work. The rewards were also greater, but so was the sacrifice and effort.
Help me submit to You. Help me to stop fighting. Is it because either something really good or really bad will happen soon depending on my actions now? I keep feelings like I will reap what I sow right now. Help me sow the right things. Help me sow into You. Help.