I keep praying over and over again- Nevertheless Lord, let Thy Will and not my will be done…
I so desperately want Him to say “Yes my child, Yes, this is for you…” but I know that it needs to be what He wants for me, and not just what >>I want
Sometimes… the hardest part is the waiting.
This was a facebook post of mine a year ago. It was used against me at the time and yet God allowed it to be used against me for my own good. So I say this prayer yet once again this year with more conviction. Not my will Lord, but Thy Will!!!! Call me, guide me, lead me, walk beside me Lord!!!
I have found that people will use what they want to destroy others but IF they succeed in any capacity, it is because YOU want to create a mosaic from the remnant pieces. You know that the pieces left will be so much more beautiful AFTER it is broken. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, you will not despise (Psalm 51:17). I know You have molded me to be more of who You want me to be through this past year and I know You will continue to do so. You mended the broken pieces of my life together with Your love to the point that people don’t see the broken pieces but Your work. So whatever You want to do with it Lord- I trust my life in Your hands.
I love You Jesus,