Lord,
I need Your help. I need Your grace to see me through this time. So much is swimming in my head and all part of me wants to do is hide away. Run away from everything. To not face a thing and just get away. Save me from my fears. Save me from my own lusts and desires. Save me from all my own hopes and dreams and just give me Yours. Give me what You want for me. Give me Your desires for my heart. Give me Your life that You would have for me, not what I want. Help me God to walk through this storm with a grace that has never been there before. Help me to walk through this storm as a living testimony- worthy of the trust You have put in me being allowed to go through this storm.
I need You Jesus,
Rebekah M.
Being Rebekah 
Sister Rebekah,
Here is an audio book by Andrew Murray that has been a favorite of mine. Listen directly or you can right click and “save as” to whatever player to take with you. Sounds like you need to get into that secret place and hide awhile . . .
William
Enjoy, and stay blessed!
With Christ in the School of Prayer – Lesson 1 by Andrew Murray
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With Christ in the School of Prayer – Lesson 2 by Andrew Murray
[audio src="http://media.sermonindex.net/5/SID5045.mp3" /]
With Christ in the School of Prayer – Lesson 3 by Andrew Murray
[audio src="http://media.sermonindex.net/5/SID5046.mp3" /]
With Christ in the School of Prayer – Lesson 4 by Andrew Murray
[audio src="http://media.sermonindex.net/5/SID5047.mp3" /]
With Christ in the School of Prayer – Lesson 5 by Andrew Murray
[audio src="http://media.sermonindex.net/5/SID5048.mp3" /]
With Christ in the School of Prayer – Lesson 6 by Andrew Murray
[audio src="http://media.sermonindex.net/5/SID5049.mp3" /]
I pray that God will enable you to walk worthy in Him, for Him.