I have the choice with what to do with my time. Study for the boards or watch a movie? Church or study? What to choose, what is wise? Just because we should be good with church doesn’t mean that we should forsake studying as well. Tonight I chose to stay home instead of go to youth service because the church was 1.5 hours away and I have over 300 pages of material to get through before my boards on Wednesday. Was it wise? What did I miss? I feel slightly guilty for not going but I also had a hard time justifying 3 hours of driving plus church time.
What is right to do? These choices that we make with our time… it really isn’t our time, it’s God’s. I know that I must have wasted a good amount of time today… could that have been the same amount as driving there and the service? perhaps. I need God to just help me make the right choices but at times I feel like I get in the way of God.
Help me use the time You’ve given me wisely. Help me be who You want me to be. Help me Jesus. Help.