Tonight I hung out with that guy… the one from my previous posts that I almost dated but he doesn’t believe in God. It was nice at first but towards the middle he tried to kiss me and ended up giving me a peck on the lips. Very innocent and yet I soon started to sob. I told him I was sorry but I didn’t know how to do this friends thing. I didn’t know how to hang out with him and still be just friends (when clearly both of us still kind of want more). Things hadn’t changed- he still didn’t believe in God.
He quickly apologized and I ended up telling him that God loves Him. More than I or anyone ever could. That that’s what this weekend is about: God loved us so much He came to earth to die for our sins.
I kept crying off and on for a bit because I could see that he doesn’t even see himself for what he is. He doesn’t know his worth. I realized i know my worth because I know I am loved unconditionally by God Himself. Jesus Christ loves me with an everlasting love that supercedes anything this world tries to tell me.
Readers… pray for him if you will. This guy in my life. He doesn’t know Jesus and no matter how good he is, he still needs God. We’ve all sinned. We all need grace. Our good works don’t balance out the sin, only God’s shed blood.
Thank You Jesus for Your grace and mercy. Thank You for dying for me.
Rebekah M.
Being Rebekah 
I can relate to how you feel here, how much your heart is pulled in different directions. I am praying for him and also for you. Keep doing what you’re doing, trust God and he will comfort you through this. God bless you
Thank you for your prayers!!!!! God bless you!
I’l pray for both of you. You probably already know this, but the best thing you can do is to guard your heart and not let that get in the way of you sharing your faith with him. Stay strong, my friend!
that’s part of my prayers, that God guards our hearts… it’s hard not to just beg him to just give Christ a chance so that we could have a chance but that isn’t God either- He loves and waits for us to come to Him. So in witnessing, I shouldn’t act contrary to Christ by begging… even when I want to. The guy would only end up resenting me and Christ- which is not good. Thank you, prayers are very appreciated!!!!! 🙂 God bless!