The guy said “this is too fast, let’s just be friends and see where it goes.” Just as I was finally feeling good enough to say there was a glimmer of hope, he ran away. Yes, it was going a billion miles a minute. Yes, I was surprised by it. But when I feel God in something, I just go with it. So Lord, I thought I felt You in this. I thought I felt You working Your will. If this is of You, I pray you allay his fears. If this is of You, I pray that You grow the friendship until he realizes I, and I alone, is what he truly wants. He needs to pursue other women to know what’s out there. To know that what we have is real. He needs Your assurance. So Lord, move and bless. If You have someone else for me, I pray that in Your timing, they step up to the plate. If this guy is the one, I pray that in Your timing, he sees what he is potentially walking away from. I can’t help but wonder if You are purposefully opening the door for guys openly declaring their intentions for me on facebook where he can see it just to put on his mind not to take me for granted. I also can’t help but wonder if maybe You are saying “well, if you will decline this, then I will give her to someone else.”
Lord, whomever You want for my Isaac, I trust and believe in You.
Lord, give this man peace when he walks in You will, even if it is away from me.