I tried to tell him tonight about just how badly guys in the church have hurt me in the past and instead ended up just crying and hiding in my sweatshirt.

I finally was able to just wipe the tears away and we changed the subject but I just…  It floors me that he could be real.  I have been SO duped by guys who claim Christ and yet have portrayed very little of Him when interacting with me. 

The best part is I know his family.  I know who he comes from and his family is a VERY honorable,  good family.  I believe him because I believe in his family who are good Godly people. 

Finding hope when I thought all my hope was lost, 

Rebekah M